Sunday, July 20, 2014

Solitude


The rain pouring gently

Morning hazy-day

Mellow-sullen mood

but to her, the rain smells surprisingly fresh

it calms

put-off the rage

the minds wandered

into the never-ending dream

reminiscing the history-days


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Walking slowly

Sometimes, its better to take things at your own pace

Sigh

The 'if-only' game rotate in mind

Regretting something ?

aah

Seishun, Fight !

Some things done with sacrifices

its normal

that in life, we are naturally bound to problems


aah

the problem is

"I am ignoring the problems..." she thought

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Sunday, July 6, 2014

Op - En




Pessimistic way of thinking.
Is it just a way of thinking? or a corrupted form of the brain-working..

Some other time,
There's those who just too scared on mentioning their opinion. which is, ain't a crime, at all.


There's those time,
They were being intimidate by just a simple debate.
"..and its just occur that i'm not good enough. I'm so silly to be talking about it. my bad, huh?"
They retorted.
And return silent. as long as the clock's ticking.

There are times when we are just terrified to move out from our place,
To step up, and survived from being devoured as a victim of society..

What?!
What is actually a 'victim of society'?

erm, maybe it depends on one's opinion.
some says so.



Bonds between prey-predators. Is it just a mere food chain.
or maybe they can even define as a building of hierarchies in 'animal kingdom'.
Which the strong one win, and the one who lose, are not - strong enough.

which means,  'yang kuat disanjung, yang lemah ditindas'
                      ' yang kaya makin kaya, yang miskin terus dihimpit'



From that, we can explain tons of things

But, the one he wanted to be highlighted is, when someone is too immersed on those kind of thought,
they just don't want to broke the cage and remained on the same spot. They don't have the upperhand, don't try to make chances. They are comfortably remained sealed there.


Because, its just reality is too hard. Its easy to follow than to lead. If its for the better, then its all ain't wrong. But if it can be sentenced as a discrimination, then why don't take the lead for a better way.

Put aside, which one make 'sense', majority mostly have an upperhand than minority.
so, it means, the judgement itself, is depend on the one's thought of right nor wrong ?


>yahari ore no seishun lovecom wa machigatteiru<
That's one silly title. maybe. not just its too long.  I just don't get the idea of the author naming it that kind of title --'


" You can't run away "
is just how the strong think

Its impossible for it to always be individual's fault.
Plenty of times it society, the world, your surroundings or someone else mistaken.

By saying that you can change yourself
you're conforming that trashy indifferent and cold world
you're admitting you've lost to it and becoming its slave
you're only dressing it up in pretty words and deceiving everyone, including yourself
- Hikigaya Hachiman




Because it is an anime. Don't have high hope that it will leave a good impression.
Well, it depends on one's opinion.

But, it gave many sorts of impression.
It left one's to think. from, those side of views.