# ichi.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

My first entry..

Actually, blogging isn't my cuppa.It's because I enjoy writing a LOT.

And I use this, a different medium to write, sharing my thoughts and experiences.

It was simply a replacement of paper...dozens of paper, I had spent..

This blog had existed since 2008.

curious why there's zero post in here, since then?

practically, I use the blog to spread out 'Anime Addiction'. Or you can named me as an otaku, anime freak or whatsoever.

but, it was then....the past..

Soon, as I get off from this craziness. I stop writing. And deleted all the post.

Worthless. Pointless on keeping it.

But I still watch Anime,though..once it became a habits,Its ain't easy to dump it off - -'

Several months after that, K-Wave came haunting me.

It was around 2009. Facing a tremendously important exam. Ain't distract a bit of my intention on 'k-popping'.

Too focus on it. The exam? bye-bye

It's just a luck. I didn't fail on the papers.

Alhamdulillah.

B2ST.MBLAQ.2AM.2PM.HITT.INFINITE.DALMATIAN.SHU-I.X-5.F.CUZ.B1A4.

BLOCK B.SUPERNOVA.CN BLUE.SHINEE.ZE:A.U-KISS.BOYFRIEND

etc..

the list's goes on and on. Just named it.

The members name, their age, from what agency.what they like.their debut.their comeback.their mini album,full album.

just anything. It stucked on my mind.

pretty boys, handsome one,

I copied their dance.

Their songs was my lullaby.

Perfect..so this blog had been dedicated to'em..

but it was then....the past..

So the blog had been left unwritten.

empty, blank, unoccupied with anything.

[manusia memang mudah berubah minat eh?]

Tak salah kalau berubah dari buruk ke arah baik

Dari baik ke arah lebih baik.

Kembali pada fitrah.

See, I was moulded with all of that 'lagha' things. Too immersed on it.

I didn't realize that I had been negligent from my responsibility.

As a daughter, student...

and above of all...as a caliph..

Bukan nak judge.. Anime is a NO. KPoP is a NO either.

Tapi bila dah ter'addictive' sampai tahap gaban. solat pun boleh jadi lewat.

tak lewat sejam pun. paling2 lewat 15 minit. Senang cakap Tak punctual laa.

Telinga tuh kalau tak sumbat ngan muzik tak sah. sampai nak hadap buku pun..kpop tu laa yang jadi halwa telinga. bukan nak kata. ganti la ngan nasyid ke.zikir harian ke.Al-Quran ke.

tapi sekurang-kurangnya. kalau kita kurangkan mende tuh.ganti dengan benda yang boleh bawak pahala.tak ke lagi berbaloi-baloi?

Islam tak larang hiburan.

tapi hiburan ada caranya.

ada masanya.

dan Islam bukannya mengongkong.

Kalau tengok satu benda tuh. tolonglah!. jangan lihat pada kulitnya SAHAJA.

lihat pada isinya.

one more thing. silalah jaga mata itu.pandangan itu.

sebab kadang-kadang anime nih boleh tayang benda hentai,smut..or something like that..

so, tapis. filter! okey.

n KPOP scene. tak sah kalau ada idol yang tak bukak n tunjuk dia punya abs.

tak sah jugak kalau tak pakai short skirt,sendat..yang.....*sila sambung sendiri*

dah tau kan batas2 aurat? so jaga..

[Tapi bukan ke kat MY nih blambak org pakai cmtu?]

okeh, selagi kita mampu jaga pandangan. maka jagalah.

thats the norm of people. even some muslims go against the limits of aurat.

so we can do nothing except giving a simple advice,sincerely.

lagipun. yang kpop nih dia tunjuk kat TV,tenet etc...kita boleh pilih samada nak tengok ke tak nak.

I wrote this.

to remind myself.

n you..

bila kita minat sesuatu.jangan sampai tahap lagha.jangan sampai ia boleh menjatuhkan hukum jenis hiburan itu kepada haram.

kenapa diletakkan gambar awan diatas sekali? kerana ia simbolik bagi aku untuk terbang.

mencari identiti diri? kindof. I'm trying to explore my own self. 

mengenal diri ini siapa. merubah diri ini menjadi lebih baik.

membuang calitan hitam yang telah mengotorkan hati.

THIS IS A FIGHT AND YOU CAN WIN.

kalau betul lah hati itu mahu berubah.

datanglah badai, angin topan, ribut, puting beliung sekalipun.

kau tetap akan berdiri teguh.

because you had vowed...to change.

'nothing is impossible with Allah'